Illusion by Jackcal Sze

去年在东莞的时候，无意中看到了这部电影。费劲九牛二虎之力，总算找到了，看来又要榨干硬盘，保存这个BD版本的了。

剧中的所有都是这么的美，剧情，故事，音乐，对白，景色，美得让人落泪。

放一些精彩对白在这里分享一下吧：

Graham Martin: You should get one. （Oliver正凝视着他哥哥的小孩）
Oliver Martin: That was the plan, but I'm unemployed, and living with mom and dad. （正经历生意失败的时候）
Graham Martin: Oliver, this is your life. It doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet. （生命是不会为你停下脚步的）

Emily Friehl: Don't... you'll ruin it. （每当Oliver依依不舍的想说些什么时）

剧中几首歌也非常喜欢，一首是Chicago乐队的if you leave me now （超多人翻唱过），另外一首是Jet的look what've you done。http://6621.com/Player/Player.html?id=|117584|117587（这里可以听）还有一首是BonJovi的I'll be there for you，Oliver在Emily门口唱的时候很感人。http://www.6621.com/Player/Player.html?id=|143161 (插电版好听很多）

Words can''t say what a love can do
I''ll be there for you

很久都没有看过这么优秀的英国电视剧了，堕落，破碎，混乱，迷离，带着浓厚的英国口音，让人反思不已，80后90后到底在追寻什么，能让人失眠一晚吧....遗憾的是为什么只有两季呢？

第一季的片尾曲和SID（个人认为第一季的主角）的演绎一样的好

     Now that I've lost everything to you,
     you say you want to start something new,
     and it's breaking my heart you're leaving,
     baby I'm grieving.
     But if you wanna leave take good care,
     hope you have a lot of nice things to wear,
     but then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.
     Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
     it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    I'll always remember you like a child, girl.
    You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do,
    and it's breaking my heart in two,
    'cause I never want to see you sad girl,
    don't be a bad girl,
    but if you want to leave take good care,
    hope you make a lot of nice friends out there,
    but just remember there's a lot of bad and beware, beware,
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    I'll always remember you like a child, girl.
    Baby I love you, but if wanna leave take good care,
    hope you make a lot of nice friends out there,
    but just remember there's a lot of bad, and beware,
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    I'll always remember you like a child, girl.
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
    Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
    I'll always remember you like a child, girl.

 点它播放，可能要停了我Blog的音乐播放器先哦~ 剧中SID唱得

Somehow I thought I got a good job which is has the foreground, even I not experienced at it, have no interest at it. By the way, what u guys think about interest, u love playing TV game, so u gotta sell it?! u love eating pork, so u gonna feed some pigs?! u love having a blow-job by some fucking whore, so u have to be that mouth?! What da fuck r u thinking and who da hell u think u r, uh? U want me give u a hand, fine, show me my fucking cash, or u just shut the fuck up and GO FLY A KITE! Don't tell me anything about that "Hate iron do not become steel" shits, how about u go back to your small subjugate island and tell your own kids. yep, I need my fucking money, u got a problem with that? I just cant stand u drinking your damn cola on your sofa and watching your fucking 10,000 bucks  LCD TV, and I, I cant even feed myself. Jesus Christ, forgive my language, I have sin.

Alright forget about the stuffs at the beginning about my job.

And babe, could u quit staying in the bar and drinking? That's suppose to be a problem to us, anyway maybe just I too sensitive or I just crab, if u wannna stay with friends all nite and drinking till 3:00 in the morning sometimes, that's fine, but i dont see any benefit about that.

我和Babe的网站正式开通了，欢迎大家多多踩踩~  http://www.siagapaopoli.com/

和babe一齐步行上白云山的一天，有点累，很sweet，I'll keep every single thing we did in my brain!

here you go~ don't bite me for post your photo here,haha~

as I say "happiness should be shine!"

这几天很不错，爷爷术后恢复得很好，工作上虽然很忙，但是很充实，自己也觉得挺满足的，喜欢完美喜欢向难度挑战的性格面久违的又浮现出来了，跟她学的~

当爷爷做手术时，我的信念又一次的动摇了，现在总算明白了，既然安排了就积极的去面对每一次的磨难吧。

Thank GOD for giving me a "BIG" gift at my tough time, and thank you for doing all these thing to me, let me remember what love is,what trust is,what happy is. I'll try my best to pay you back I promise. It's absolutely a long term relationship this time, I'd never let you down, babe, u know how much I love you. So Jesus finally your angel comes to me.

u know how the April Fool's Day come from?! here u go~

April Fools' Day is a day to play jokes on others, No one knows how this holiday began but people think it first started in France.

In the 16 th century, people celebrated New Year's Day from March 25 to April 1. In the mid—1560s King Charles IX changed it from March 25 to January 1. But some people still celebrated in on April 1, so others called them April Fools.

Each country celebrates April Fools' Day differently. In France, people call the April Fools “April Fish”. They tape a paper fish to their friends' backs to fool them. When he or she finds this , they shout “April Fish!”

In England, people play jokes only in the morning. You are a “noodle” if someone fools you. In Scotland, April Fools' Day is 48 hours long. They call an April Fool “April Gowk”. Gowk is another name for a cuckoo bird.

In the America, people play small jokes on their friends and any other people on the first of Aprol. They may point down to your shoe and say, “ Your shoelace is untied.” If you believe them and look down to see, you are an April Fool then.

本来说不再写自己感觉上的事了，但今晚还是忍不住了。看见自己兄弟的遭遇，自己心里也很不舒服，感同身受啊！

其实两个人的差别发展到两个家庭的差别，作为男人来说是最大的考验，如何才能平衡这一切，唉，自己过来人，但自己也是只能选择放弃....

所以，我对感情上的看法，今天算是更加的明确了，不想承担责任也罢，游戏人间也罢，由人家去说吧。“爱我，但别需要我”这不是女人才有的专利。

就让我这样下去吧。

黄蜂！在别人身上狠狠的“针”下去吧！

Family Guy presents: Blue Harvest, that's really funny, 颓废青年Luke Skywalker+骑呢老头Obi-Wan+肥佬Han Solo+为食长毛狗仔Chewie+咸咸湿湿的3PO和啰嗦过阿婆的R2-D2一起去救I.T.白痴Leia公主，哇哈哈~

万恶的水印！

一坨的照片，所以不打字了。

来两张色的

天天在家拍.......我家是个大公园！！安麻安麻哈塞勒，轰米！

晚霞啊，很傻很天真，很好很强大，很黄很暴力！

很久都没病鸟，这次就好好滴病一下吧

That's it......

昨天下楼时难得看到蓝蓝的天，想不到今天又下雨，又灰霾了......这SB天气

加州红还是很红滴....

去老妹家里的路上看到这涌时，直呼一声“咋这么滴干净啊！”，下了车才知道自己是多么的幼稚

百万葵园樱花摄影游变成了大沙头下午游，郁闷啊

老周同志抱起他新领养的D80时总是带着灿烂的笑容

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26号快到了，很想亲口说一声“生日快乐”，很想送个小礼物以聊表心意，很想见个面吃个饭一齐庆生一下下，可惜..... do I have one more chance to explain..... I donnt think so.....

找了个免费相册，能外连的，除了这两样之外，就整一个不知所谓的相册，麻烦兮兮的，要看的话就看一下吧  http://supershi.photo.hexun.com/

终于收到自己送给自己的生日礼物---GR DIGITAL，也开始了新的BLOG生涯。很久没写博了，从圣诞到现在......

每天还是照样过活，新年休息了很长时间，每天还是JAMES BLUNT的歌曲陪伴着我，还是那些每一个字都能让你落泪的歌词陪伴着。尽管在今天生日时听着也是一样，很感谢那些记得我生日，00：00分时打来电话发来短信的朋友，还有她，想不到还惦记着我的生日，谢谢，WISH YOU GUYS ALL GOOD。

像之前说的以后只会写关于摄影，音乐，电影和宗教的事了，自己心情上的事还是留在心里吧。

I gotta say sorry to someone who really loves me and take care about me, sorry again,'cause I know I cannt give you anything...but love, just let me go alone,'cause that's the way I chose

昨晚拖着疲惫的身体回到我那狗窝，百般无聊滴打开电视，却意外的看到了一部电影，意外的让我感动，挺旧的一部片子“Prime”，戏中当男主角发现自己面对爱情开始无助和失落的时候，他妈妈这样说“Sometimes you love ...and you learn...you move on, that's ok"  God, it's so fucking right, just let go. 看到了结尾的一段，真正打动了我，相爱也许真的不一定能在一起，两人除了相爱总受到其他因素的影响， 想到了泰戈尔的诗句，"你若爱他，让你的爱像阳光一样包围他，并且给他自由" .这部电影我应该早就看看的，以后肯定还要再看一次....

原来一通电话，一把声音，几句话，就可以是我最好的圣诞礼物，原本想努力给自己送一台GRD作为礼物，可惜.....还在失落中的时候，发现最好的礼物原来是这样，有人在心里记挂着你，送上几句问候，这么好的礼物我收到了。God is always listening, God is always watching, God is all aroud, God is always be with me, I remember what I promise, I'll always do. I gonna make reparations. 在Boxing Day时我仍然可以慢慢拆开这些礼物。

GRD现在又成为我作为送给自己的生日礼物的目标了，到手后，这个Blog里我只会写关于基督教，摄影和音乐的事了。

So enjoy your X'Mas Gift, enjoy spending every minutes with your friends, Merry X'Mas!